Today sucked ever since fifth period started. My french teacher- the minus nazi was being mean to EVERYONE. she was yelling and threatening referals and saying everyone was "arguing" with her. we werent arguing we were asking questions because we couldnt understand. she makes us all feel so stupid. I was really annoyed the rest of the day and being the mother she is- my mom wouldnt leave me alone about it. so i snapped at her and told her that i just wished she would leave me alone and mind her own business. Claire was crying because her ears hurted- shes such a drama queen and Keith likes rubbing it all in. i really really really needed to see Joe because i just needed to get away and everytime i see him i always feel better, but he cant do anything till later. i feel like crying, my mom is being so mean to me and my dad is so clueless, they have been yelling at me and telling me that they cant trust me just because of some show i went to yesterday. my mom has been so bitchy and mean, she actually yelled at Katie yesterday- and shes never ever done that before. i feel like i dont know anyone anymore and that im just kinda sinking away. everything seems like a blur, like nothing matters. i dont know whats the matter with me- maybe its the fact that im tired and angry with the world. i just want to lay down and fall asleep with Joe. i know that if that could happen - even just for a little while,.i would feel so much better. i feel really really ugly and gross today. i want to see Joe so bad right now, but its not going to happen. im gonna stop whining now.