i feel like Ariel from the little mermaid,..when she walks in,.or swims in to where her sisters are and starts singing,.la lalala,..and her dad goes, "what's gotten in to her? " and one of the sisters says " Isn't it obvious? Ariel is in love." yes,..i am in love. today was the best, i got to spend time with my beautiful boyfriend Joe. we kissed alot,..mm i love kissing him. i hope that i'm all right at it though. today he was holding me from behind,..o god i thought i was going to die. i love it soo much. and i love it when he touches my ass,..which hes starting to do more,..yay!! i dont think i can stand not seeing him all night anymore, it drives me insane. i still talk to him online but its not the same as seeing him in person. He's so adorable. i could stare into his eyes forever. i just want to be with him constantly. i love you soo much Joe!