ive been going crazy over getting all my christmas presents done. im just about done allready. im proud of myself. i even have wrapped them all too! im going to be 18 in lest than two weeks. im nervous. my friend turned 18 yesterday and she got a tattoo. its really pretty. i cant believe im considered an adult soon. its scary. ahh! things are going allright. my boyfriend and i are still more in love than ever. we have been through some tough times and we have gotten through so many obstacles. i love him so much. i love hanging out with my friends. they make me smile. they give me something to look forward to everyday. i feel so much xmas spirit its insane. im being so generous this year, its making me feel good about myself, even though i know that not how its supposed to be. im tired its time to go to bed, goodnight all!