i am so stressed out. if im not working, doing homework, or going to school, i have to make time for my friends, and my family, and the boyfriend of mine that lives across the country. i have to think about college right now, and scholarships and all that shit too. joseph and i constantly fight but constantly stay in love, my friends are as stressed out as i am. homework sucks, and i have some really stupid teachers. homework seems so pointless. for the amount of stress i make about work, i feel like i should be getting paid twice as much. my mom yells at me because i dont watch my sister enough, which is bullshit since when am i supposed to do that when im gone all the time? i miss the old days when things were easy, i had my boyfriend with me, and i didnt work. the perfect duo. i cry randomly because of everything.