i finally got to sleep at a fairly decent hour- 12:00. i think i have insomnia. i told myself i would write this report thingy for english but i dont have the book i need to write it. damnit- jessica has it and she is out of town and she also has my letter. fuck! i watched slingblade last night-wierd movie. the guy always says" mmhmm" its so random. he always says" allright then" and he talks in this deep voice like hes just gurgled up flem. it was a bit odd. those damn retarded kids hit me in the leg with a bocci ball yesterday, it hurts like a bitch. the entire time we were playing i was trying to stand out of the way but one second im not looking and bam-fucking kid. they had a dancing competition too- nothing like mentally disabled kids dancing in a circle to get you to appreciate what you got.