my love has just left for las vegas,...lucky bastard. and my other loves are busy today so im bored out of my mind. i keep having really wierd dreams. last night it was about this roadtrip to rhode island. it was really wierd, we stopped near this place and there were people from India and they had all these jewels and they gave me some because they said i was special. then i was chinese and i couldnt find my little brother. it was really scary, and these chinese terrorists were trying to find us and kill us. so then all of a sudden my chinese mom brought over this helicopter to save all the chinese people,..and there was a really big house in the helicopter and all the chinese people lived in there, and i guess the chinese terrorists hated black people too so all these black people had to come on the helicopter too. it was really wierd. but the house was really nice. and then only my family lived in there. and there were alot of rooms,..one dedicated for only rabbits. it was really wierd. my back is feeling alot better,.it still hurts but its better. YAY! i miss you so much joseph!