have you ever had a really long talk with someone and felt really good afterwards? that's how i feel right now. it sort of feels like the feeling you get right after you sneeze,..its over and you feel good. my bestest friend and i talked and it felt good. we talked about guys, and fat, and colleges, and lots of stuff. i love that chick. i also feel relieved because my love and i arent fighting anymore. i know that once we have sex, i will be the queen of makeup sex. i love my joseph. ive decided to paint my room lime green. it shall be grand. ive been looking into colleges and i think humboldt looks good,..its also the biggest weed school around. hehe. i really hope joseph and i are together for a long time, i dont know how i would live without him. freaking mac and cheese again for dinner,...ugh!! so i have taken the liberty of supplying myself with cocoa puffs. mmm. i love fez from that seventies show. he is so hilarious. i wish i had a foreign kid to laugh with lol. i cant wait for joseph's bday,..i want to make it special. ive been watching the history channel alot, its my new favorite channel. it is soo interesting. i watched stuff on the vikings, the oracle at delphi, pompeii, sparticus, cannibals, ancient monsters, egyptians, sodom and gomurra, and ancient sexual behavior. it was all really interesting. i think im gonna go watch it right now,.....