it has been so long.. so whats new.. joseph and i broke up, im going to sonoma state in two weeks, and im excited but sad. i dont want to leave those few really good friends i have, and im not sure i want to be away from joseph. things have been so weird lately. im having a garage sale on sunday.. everyone should come. i want to make some money, and im gonna sell my surfboard. i gotta start packing for sonoma... i wish i didnt have to grow up. i loved being innocent, poor, and ignorant. i loved being someone who could believe in fantasys. i loved being the kid that got so excited to go to theme parks, and to get mcdonalds once in a while. i wish i could be the person that knew what they wanted in life... i hope things will work out. this place has gotten so sad since the boom of myspace. i have to admit im addicted, but i still love my old sitdiary. xoxo-jackie