the summer is here!! YAY!! im so happy. things are awesome. ive been hanging out with my friends alot and ive seen joseph everyday this summer, im really happy. i just hope he doesnt move. i would die. im pretty sure he wont,..well thats what im thinking at the moment. no more school either!! yay. ive started trying to lose weight, i run in the morning, dont eat bad things or a lot, and i walk in the afternoon. ive lost 6 pounds. im proud of myself. its bivs bday so we are going out to dinner. the summer is so awesome, its been hot and i went to the beach the other day. ive never had such a peaceful swim in the ocean before. it was amazing. it was so cold but really refreshing. i loved it. its goood.