its finally october! the month that i get to see my boyfriend for the first time in three months!! i cant wait to see him!! only 22 more days untill i get to leave. im so excited. i miss him so much. halloween is coming and im not sure what i want to be. things are changing around here, everyone is growing up, its scary and fun at the same time. tonight i went thrift store shopping with jessica, and katie. it was lots of fun, just like old times. its been so hot! i got some cool stuff. they opened a new thrift store downtown, its not that good yet but i think it will be. then we came home and ate and ate. we always eat so much together! then we went to starbucks and got cheap drinks from emily, and free icecream at baskin robbins from erin. that was fun, im soo full and its been a long time since then. we went to the movie store and got this movie called the jacket. we watched it at emily's house and my house. it was really trippy, it was allright, but sort of confusing. then i got into a cleaning spree and ive been cleaning my room for the last 2 hours. it looks really nice. im happy i did it. tomorrow i dont know what im going to do, i want to just relax since its my day off. so i dont know. jess and i are closer now that we talked about stuff, it makes me happy. ive been really excited and anxious lately cuz i know there is a whole world out there waiting for me, and the best part is that im going to be able to experience it with the person i love more than anything. im so happy because i always have something to look forward to. i love joseph so much. i hate homework on weekends. what the fuck is that?? my new puppy is cute. shes got a pot belly though. hehehe. this month is going to be awesome, i cant wait!