i am living. i guess thats about it. joseph leaves in five days. i dont know what to say about that, except that it fucking sucks. im working alot,..and getting paid alot so that is ok. im listening to my new kaddissfly cd that i got at warped tour. that was fun, i got autographs from the dropkick murphys and MXPX. i remember seeing MXPX at the good charlotte concert a long time ago. nobody knew who they were, now everybody knows them. its insane. im not really into that music anymore so it wasnt as fun as it could have been. im going to disneyland on thursday with joseph. im excited. it will be fun. i mis him, and all my friends. i havent seen any of them in a while because of work, and trying to make time for joseph. i miss you and love you all.