i gotta babysit tonight,..bleh! anyways things arent much different. yesterday was joseph's bday. i hope it was special enough for him. our six months was friday. i still cant believe it has been half a year. i love him more everyday. i wish you could stop time and just marvel at one moment for a while. there are moments when im with him that i wish could last forever. certain moments where i wish i had a camera to preserve every detail of what we have done together. i wish i could recapture every emotion and feeling i had at every moment. i love him so much.