Why, do you always do this to me Why, couldn't you just see it through me How come, you act like this Like you just don't care at all Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall I can feel I can feel you near me Even though you're far away I can feel I can feel you baby Why? It's not supposed to feel this way I need you I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you I need you I need you Tell me Are you and me still together Tell me You think we could last forever Tell me Why? Hey Listen to what we're not saying Let's play A different game then what we're playin' Try To look at me and really see my heart Do you expect me to believe, I'm gonna let us fall apart I can feel I can feel you near me Even when you're far away I can feel I can feel you baby Why? It's not supposed to feel this way I need you I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you I need you I need you Tell me Are you and me still together Tell me You think we could last forever Tell me Why? so go and think about whatever you need to think about Go on dream about Whatever you need to dream about Then come back to me When you know just how you feel, you feel I can feel I can feel you near me Even though you're far away I can feel I can feel you baby Why? It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you I need you I need you Tell me It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you I need you I need you Tell me Are you and me still together Tell me You think we could last forever Tell me Why? Just listening to that song brought up a lot of memories and stuff like that. Kinda...weird memories that I find hard to believe they ever happened. It just seems so long ago, but it was really only last year. Maybe I still want closure? Is that why I keep thinking about this? I dunno, this song just really pertains to me, almost exactly a year ago. I can't believe I was ever like that...swooning over a guy, putting everything into one single guy who you thought could change your world. But...I guess not, right? I kinda wish I could go back to being naive about dating and love and stuff, because that was nice. But I'm smarter now(Or so I say to myself), and I know what and what not to do, generally. Do not put all your stock in one guy who's proven himself unworthy before. Do be crazy, be stupid, be you. If he can't accept that, then wave bye-bye. Do not compromise who you are and what you're about just for him. Do ask stupid little questions and say stuff. Do not wait for him, or make him do all the romanticising. This one was hard for me, seriously. I had this ideal about how relationships work, and back then I was very, very selfish in them. Now? I'm getting better, I really do think I am. Do care. Do not toy with him. Just a little list, mostly a personal thing actually. I've changed a lot in the last year, and it's for the better, honestly. Well, most of it is, I don't think my work ethic will be getting better anytime soon. But yeah. Life's good right now, mostly because he makes me go sla;kjdf;al I love guys that can do that. ♥ ~Katja