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by katgirl
Feeling: schizophrenic
I realized something today. I'm scared of my mom. Like really scared of her. I'm afraid of when she yells, and I'm afraid she's going to hit me. And it overshadows everything. I think back, and I can't remember one person making me cry more then her and I can't think of one person who has hurt me more. ... I hate what she's turning me into. I don't want to go back to her house. I want to stay at my dads. To bad the one parent I like is a so called bastard. To bad the one parent everyone else likes is a total bitch. Such is my life. BTW Who likes the new layout? ~Katja
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Be your own person, Live your own life... Don't let her get to you. If she hits you, hit her back. Go stay at your dads for a while. Have you told your dad how you feel about her?
Sorry, the 2 blank anonymous post's below are mine, my PC sucks lol. Love the Diary. As for the parent thing, I understand you completely, my parents were like that, but it was the other way around. My dad was the one who kept upsetting me, so I felt closer to my mom. But lately things turned around. My mom and I dont get on, but my dad has tried to make up for the past and has been there for me ever since. Wierd. continued in next entry...
Curse SD for making this comment box to small... anywho. all you gotta do is find something that makes you happy, and focus on your own personallity. If you don't like what your mom is turning you into, dont turn into it.

Be your own person. Live your own life.

Sure she's your mom, and he's your dad, but don't let their problems run your life.

If you need to talk, just post on my diary.

Sam
your life is your own, i say dance to your own beat, (or whatever the saying is)

LUV THE NEW LAYOUT, its so..cool...as in temperature cool lol!

luv

rach

:D