No, no, no, not again, never again.

I won't do this to him again, I won't do this to me again, that's not happening. No. I refuse.

I realize I make these same panicked entries the start of every time. It's a pattern. I'm going to break it, that's what's happening here. I'm not falling back into that pattern again, it is not happening.

This will never happen.

~Katie