Why the hell can't I say anything? Seriously. I get all neurotic like this every time, except this time, it's pre-anything actually happening, and will now prevent anything FROM happening. What the hell? I could've just said it. Either it would be good or bad, but either way, we wouldn't have to see each other, and we could just stop texting until the awkward went away and we went back to normal or something. Christ. Stop it, calm down, breathe. Why am I freaking out? I shouldn't be freaking out. There's nothing to freak out about. ... audhfiuhsfiushfisuhfisuhfiushfs ~katie