fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuck I am going to have a panic attack.

This is like public speaking but worse because at least when you make a speech, people have the decency to look bored, on the internet all they do is call you out and call you shitty names fuck fuck fuck I'm not nearly educated enough to shut this down in a manner that isn't fucking stupid fuck FUCK fuck fuck fuck

I didn't realize the internet could give you social anxiety I AM SUPPOSED TO BE OVER THIS SHIT

godddddddddddddddddd christ baby jesus help me

~katja