Listening to: Twilight - Vanessa Carlton
Feeling: deflated
Deflated
Yeah, that along with bored.
I'm happy...But I'm not. I'm stealing everyone else's happy. It seems everytime my life looks up, everyone elses starts going downhill. Which makes me feel bad.
And before ANY of you start thinking that your dragging me down, YOU ARE NOT! I'm deflated because I can't help. I can't do anything, I can't say anything. And I hate not having some semblance of control...yeah, I think I'm a control freak, but that's beside the point.
On another completely different and slightly happier note
LOOK HOW COOL THAT THING AT THE TOP LOOKS!
To get that right, took me ALL AFTERNOON!
But on the plus side, I can now take Xanga layouts and make them work for SIT ^^
So if ya find a Xanaga layout you like, tell me and I'll make it work for your SD! YAY!
At least it kept me occupied all afternoon.
OH! And if I ever get the computer again, I have a bunch of stuff that I want to write...and its really my deep, deep thoughts, and more confusing ones and my analogy about life. YAY! >.>
I am the odd one, aren't I?
~Kat
P.S. Worn, if your reading this, Charliss could've TOTALLY done Viper last night ^^ But you went to visit the dead girl, so HA! ...*resists urge to point and laugh*
Leigh ♥
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=cutetest666