Why is it everytime my life looks up and I start getting happy... Everyone around me crashes down? Always happens...and I always see it coming...and I don't want it to. I would gladly give up my happiness for my friends. No question about it. But why does it happen? Is is just a weird conincedence?(spelling...I know...*loses spelling guru title*) Or is it some weird cosmic force? Or maybe I'm paranoid. But I'm leaning towards the second one because...HONESTLY! EVERYTIME!!! Everytime I come crashing down, everyone else's life takes a huge turn for the better. I stand up again, they all fall down. Maybe not all of them at once, maybe not any of them for some time being. But have you noticed...That I've been really happy these past 2 weeks...and everyone else seems to be going down? Why is that? Am I just a downer? Do I steal happy? Cuz I feel like I always steal the happy...v.v Notice how this summer...SUCKED ASS for me...but for almost everyone else it was good? Now that school has started, I'm really happy and everyone else seems to be going down? What the hell is up with that? ~Katie Oh, we're sinking like stones All that we fought for All those places we've gone All of us are done for We live in a beautiful world Yeah we do, yeah we do We live in a beautiful world Oh, all that I know There's nothing here to run from And there, everybody here's got somebody to lean on