I can't do this oh god, oh god. I'm going to leave school, for the last time, I can't do this. I don't know what the hell set me off, but I can't stop crying right now. Goddamnit Mom, try to understand that this was about my fucking homework not you not dad, I'm not fucking pissed at you for leaving TO WORK, goddamnit, goddamnit don't start this shit again, I can't do it again, I can't do it anymore, you hurt me so much you have no idea. 6 more months and I can go where ever I want, but you know what, I'm going to end up going with the schedule, because damnit, I will not fuck this up for them, I will NOT. christ why can't I stop crying? ~Katie