Its amazing how happy i am STILL and it is nothing like before. No More: Empty Smiles Fake Happiness Groggy Self I am happy now and i hopw it lasts for now. I wonder hhow long it will last. My weekend was sheer bliss and it was awsome. i had fun with friends, and had a leizurly monday at home without any distruption. It is awsome. i am happy and i still can write poems about me. AND MOST OF ALL I CAN TRUST AGAIN!!!!! I KNOW IT ISNT LIKE ME BUT IT IS THE NEW ME. WELL SORT OF. I am still me just happier and i like it sort of. And i like the fact that i know how it feels to be down, and that i have an awsome life at this point. And people who are being bitches, DONT BOTHER ME. What so ever. and it is awsome. Well Adue for now.