WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEND. READ THE LAST COMMENT ON MY PREVIOUS ENTRY, Oh my god, today was too close. My guy' s mom is being suspicious of my sexuality. It really bites. i dont want her to know.And if she did i might never see him again and i couldnt bare that. No my secret my selfstature It cannot be reavealed. The love i have Must remained concealed. If word gets out that i am gay. Ineed to reword it that i am straight. I need to see him, The stars in my sky. Somebody help me. I think i am going to die. This feeling i really need to hide. Some someone teach me and tell me how. To be insensitive, a bitch nd know how. There is no way i am giving up now. I love him to much to give up, And turn around. My refusal to give up my love. May drag me down into a deeper termoil. This really deprives my deep sleep dream. Now it is a splinter a part of me torn clean. Eclipse2: HOLY SHIT WHAT DO I DO? I dont want to stop seeing you. I love you too much just to let go. BUT if i have to i will. Its going to be hard and i wont be able to get over you i know that, but if it will help you then i couldnt careless what i have to do. Navybrat08: Oh god damnit. Now what do i do? There is a major problem now. I cant just up and leave him. I will but i need to hide who i am now inside. AHHHHH. I hate this soo much. There is some major trouble erupting. damn it all. this always happens to me. I guess i wont ever be happy. WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEND. READ THE LAST COMMENT ON MY PREVIOUS ENTRY,