Its official. I cant live with him, and i cant live with out him. He is my soul mate and i cant deniy it any more. I wish i could let him know though.It is going to be really tough but in the end i think it will come out ok. And i still love him. And in the end isnt that all that matters? Well it is to me. And just to see his smiling face is enough to make my day. I LOVE YOU I really really do. So for your sake if you want me to i will move on. And The Psychic i went to in Jersey said something to me. And i wanted to know if it is true. GOOD BYE FOR NOW SIT DIARY!! BE BACK IN 3 MONTHS I PROMISE AND THE THING IS I DONT WANNA GO!!. I LOSE MY IBOOK TOMMORROW FROM SCHOOL AND IT REALLY SUCKS. LOVE YOU ALL AND I WILL MISS YOU ALL. I WILL WRITE LOTS WHEN I GET BACKS OK. BYE FOR NOWS. NAVYBRAT08: I WILL SEE YOU IN SCHOOL OK. BYE I LUV YA. ECLIPSE2: I LOVE YOU AND ITS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME. SORROWANGEL: 3 MONTHS WILL PASS IN NO TIME. TRUST ME.SEE YOU THEN SEE YOU ALL THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY..... DURING THE SUMMER WITHOUT YOUR SMILE, WHO WILL BRIGHTENN MY SUMMER'S DAY? I LOVE YOU. AND FOREVER ADUE. NO NOT I AUDE, I DO. I AM MOVING ON ONLY FOR YOU. JUST TELL ME TO. AND IF IT HOW YOU REALLY FEEL TELL ME WHAT WE HAD WAS REAL. GOODBYE IN THAT WAY. I'LL SE YOU THIS SUMMER WONT I AT LEAST ONE DAY? SIYONARA I SHITIRU ECLIPSE (good bye i love you eclipse) REACH ME AT nightshade8869@yahoo.com ok try to and mabe i can call some of you. i dont mind the long distance charge. i hope. well later for now guys. PS- WHOEVER LEFT ME THAT COMMENT TELL ME WHO YOU ARE. IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW SO I DIDNT HAVE TO WONDER ALL SUMMER. PLEASE?