I Refuse

Feeling: infuriated
If you love someone sooo much that if they were going to die of STD's would you take the STD and get infected too just to die by their side? I WOULD I know it sounds stupid too but when you love some one so much that you could let go to him but not life. Then talk! I swear if it is an STD. Then i will kill myself. You cant have an STD because we are both clean i know i have my check up and got tested for everything too! And if you die i will fucking cry and fucking kill myself! I dont know how to live with out you, if only i didnt meet you. God Damn it why does this happen to me? Either way i love you and i wont let you go! There is no way i am letting go! Not now i will not give up. There is no way. I love you too much just to let you go. I have casted a spell and it WILL come to me. You WILL be fine. I know because I LOVE YOU. An if you die then i would die too, because....... you are a part of me. And if you leave now. I couldnt move on and i know that. I know i cant! so that damn thing better go away or else i willl give you surgery myself. After the End After this ends will you still be there? Will you still care? This brotherhood a bond of misfortune. A love abound the insesed wound so crune. When our love stops and we grow apart Will we still run away in the dark? Eventually youmay stop loving me or mabe It is me who will stop loving you, you'll see. But if this relation lasts between us. Will our brotherhood be something more? I want to know i really do implore. Tell me after collegate affairs That the person i love still cares And after your marrage is sought The kindness and love we had wont be lost. Or tell me this brotherhood is a mask of glue. So that mabe one day i can say i do Because the fact that i love you. Eclipse2: I love you, you are probably getting annoiyed at me for this but i cant help my feelings anymore. i have never felt like this before. but i am borded so can you do anything this weekend? Call me or something. PS -good luck on your game tomorrow. I hope you feel better so you can play today ok. I know that ulser will go away. Navybrat08: Hey i cant be on for long mr. oneal said so, but i am ok. i guess just really crummy yet happy. Well later for now if i can call you i will ok later. MY LIFE SHOULD BE A MOVIE. it will be called : SALEM DRAMATIC OF LIFE or A REALITY SHOW CALLED LIFE
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oh my gosh what happened? i feel like ive missed so much! i havent been on here lately i havent been myself but what happened? let me know, i hope your doin ok! im here if ya need to talk! Loves, Laid ~allison
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[Anonymous]
yeah you have a point with that

STDs thing
hmm i read it but i dont see what you need help with
you have aim if you do aim me EngineHeartRobot
is there any other messagers you have i have yahoo as well but if not ill help you by comments then it easyer to talk on messagers but yeah
oh ok well email me at photogramaphone@yahoo.com tell me the hole problem your having and ill see what i can help you with
yeah im reading it now
thats just... awkward..
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Sure i'd trade lives even though i hate drama lol i put up with to much over it over here
[Anonymous]
haha you seem so experienced :)