Still looking for a publishing company. Getting closer. But still cant find anyone who is willing to publish a 17 year old's book. This really sucks. The sooner i start making money the sooner i can move out. It would be awsome. I have alot of photograghy friends who are willing to help. Oh and i am dedicating the book to everyone on sit diary, It is this place that made me see what i could do, and reach my potencial as a writer. Hey, i am not complaining. Sooner or later i will find a placce that will publish my book. Untill then, i am still in my crummy house ewriting the poems that are expressing my thoughts and feelings to the train of my mind. And my views. ________________________----------------------_______ Yesturday my horoscope came true, It said all is not lost in my relationship. And yesterday my crush called and i was saying i dont think i am ever gonna get over him, and i know i wony be able to. But he said ".......you dont have to getover me, you know...."those words meant something. and i beilive them. so i will wait until i die i guess. but forever is nothing compared to an eternity of being with him. Well later. Eclipse2: My poems are now going to be in prvate entries because of some fucking plageritic theives. Navybrat08: Dont frett about it. its no big deal. Times will change and so will he. If he doesnt then thats how it was meant to be. but he and i have made up pretty much and i am not mad at him. i dont think i could be.