Moods: In Love,pain, sorrow, happyness, wondering, rejected, unloved, alone, energetic, scared. For once i am scared of what might happen in the future. I cant see you not in it. Well I cant get you out of my head and it is bugging me. Not in a bad way but not in a good one either. I cant help it. I really like you and in many ways i love you. This sucks. I dont even know if he likes me. But i am still worried about how he looks at me. Love is sucha painful and phickle thing. But i like it anyways. They say out of mind out of sight In this case it isnt true, In or out, i still see you. Next to me. Inside me. This is abuse not from you, But from my mind. And from all the feelings i try to hide. From tears to fears I am awake and i hide. Hoping you could be set aside, Within my crowded mind. how could i so young think that i am in love? Is that possible..... yes, i think it is. Mabe one day You and i could be a couple. And i wouldnt have to cry. (I only cry when i think about what could happen or if something bad happens. It is so much better now. And it is mostly thanks to you,) You pulled me up From a bottomless pit. And kept me from droping back And kept me alit. This stronge hold bond we have. I hope it stays fit. Lets blame our not working out, On the fact of time. And hope that one day We could call each other, My love of mine. Damn it i said i wasnt going to write about love today. Oi am i a hippocrite. Well i cant hide my emotions when i write, But know that even if we arent in a relationship i will still love you like a brother and more. _____________________________________________________ How could i possibly be in love it is so freaky weirdo. I mean i like it, but am i getting the same action back? This is so cruel. I cant turn my head, blink, breath or think with out seeing, hearing, or yerning for you. This is deffinatly not lust. Because..... well. If i had to i would let go in a way. But i could never forget you or stop loving you. The thing is.............. You are probbably better off with some one else. Some one better. Who wont put you at risk. Your future carrier and all. And the fact that i love you means it all. I know how hard life could be just remember you can lean on me. I am here a crutch for you. Just say the word and i am there for you. _________________++++++++++++__________ Navybrat08: I see you hehehehehe. Eclipse2: I meant everything i wrote and KICK DEEPRUN'S ASS!!!!! KICK THE BALL LIKE IT WAS HUNTER VAN BECKMAN's HEAD!!!!! I HATE DEEPRUN HIGH!!! KICK THEIR FUCKING ASS!!!! Good Luck. Love you.