SO CONFUSED!

Feeling: touchy
My ex: Tho he hurt me. I still love him. and i still want to be with him. And i know i wont ever get over him. Yes move on but never forget. And the thing is i dont want to move on. Sami: I like him ALOT! but i am afraid it wont work out and i am afraid i am going to hurt him. He seems like the greatest guy. Like HE ISNT LOOKING FOR SEX! and thats what i want. A relationship that isnt based on sex. And yeah i want to see if it would work out. But i am so afraid that my heart will still be lapsed on my ex. and i dont want that cause i dont want to hurt him. He is suck a sweet guy and just SOOOOOOOO OVERLY AWSOME. and yeah EX: He still likes me and now he is single. And after everything i have gone through i just dont kno. I want to move on but i dont at the same time. And he is still there in my heart. Sami: like i said i dont want to hurt him. And i really want to see. And if i do i dont want to hurt him, and thats the last thing i want to do to such a sweet guy. He is soooo Beautiful. No not cute, not hot, not hott, not i want that ass..., but Beautiful. I mean there is no other word for it. Because he is beautiful. AND he is into the same thing i am into. Music and all. He loves writing and i do too. I just dont kno. HELP SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME! I am so mad that i feal like this... i wana kno what to do... I love one and i really like the other... Tho i dont kno Sami that well. Sheesh am i gonna be hated.
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hay thanx 4 da comment lol .. i mite have 2 if she startz abusin me agen bt im addin u az a mate k lol
your not hated..and im sorry i havnt talked to you in a while..but i was a bit mad at you and wanted to avoid you at all cost...why did you tell people i thought that i was... when that whole situation with yron kicked in? it wasnt very nice and its kinda hard not to know who did it when people who didnt know you knew came up to byon and said hey is val... so please dont be mad ...ive gotten over it now.