My feiance got a job... And i am afraid that i wont get to see him as much........ I really dont want us to drift. I miss him allready, and i dont know what to do. ___________________________________________ The Honorary Title "Everything I Once Had" Everything I once had The bar on 1st Avenue, we went there solely for you So you can flirt with my best friend Kiss a girl, tell me why you're laughing I won't hold on I can’t hold on I won’t hold on to this There's a hole in the trust that we mapped out In my bed for six long months I won’t hold on to this February, Valentines Day Did my best to avoid the red cliches So you dumped me on the subway On my way to work at 9 in the morning Everybody else is holding bouquets Now I'm holding my face in the basement Scratching away for any trace Of affection you will leave Falling victim as the publics prey I won't hold on I can’t hold on I won’t hold on to this Anyone is suitable for you, I guess, tonight You weren't fazed It's over with You my beautiful You weren't fazed It's over with you my beautiful With your beautiful blue and white I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!