Hiding A Pain

Feeling: alone
The boy in the darkened room. Now sits there curled up like in a woum. The time has stopped and so has his heart. It hurts too much to be a part of. Is it that this world cant see Him for him, and me for me. The two of us are one in the same. Nothing diffrent everything to gain. The sinking feeling of it being over Just means that his feellings are covered. This one is going back into the shell The darkned pit much like hell. All alone for now to be. Mabe later he will let you in and see. Delayed feelings from this time on. Will carry past into the dawn. Palpitations from the single heart stop As the happyness suddenly drops. Kill me again like the rest of them did. The tears wont come all overagain. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++=============++++++++ Well the feeling of trust, love, yada yada yada. Didnt last long. I guess it is there only when love is. Dont be surprised when this person starts to withdraw and decline from the rest of the world. Why is love, trust ect. so hard to grasp for me. There is something wrong damn it. I hate this I HATE THIS!!!!! I HATE EVERYTHING I HATE ME I HATE MY HAIR I HATE MY BODY I HATE MY MIND. I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE. I HATE EVERYTHING THAT I HIDE. I HATE MY LIFE. Navybrat08: hey, whats up. i lost it. Eclipse2: i am going to jersey this weekend. so i wont see you untill tuesday. Im sorry. But um about Michelle. I was talking to her and she said some stuff. Well i still love you. and i know i always will. Well later.
You Are From the Moon

You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon. You're in touch with your emotions and intuition. You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory. Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone). A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.
You Are Green Tea Pocky
Your attitude: natural and zen Peaceful yet full of life. Deep and thoughtful. You're halfway to tantric bliss!
You Are A Realistic Romantic
You are more romantic than 70% of the population.
It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! Toobad he didnt give one. and you jsut fell for it but oh well it is life and it is love. You wont ever forget this person will you.
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you are gay or is that just a joke..lol =P
[Anonymous]
aww that sucks..can I add you to my friends?
[Anonymous]
It's true. Those feelings do come with a relationship. But they can also come without one if you just love yourself and believe that you will find someone one day. Just look at the positive side of everything. Know that there is someone out there for you. Who knows. Maybe that person is right in front of you. Maybe the one you're suppose to be with is whoever you just ended a relationship with. Just keep looking and don't give up.
[Anonymous]
hey... what's up? ugh!!!! yeh... i kno the feeling...