Back From Jersey

by nightshade on May 30th 2005, 12:00AM

Listening to: heal My Broken WiNgS - Lightless Sun

Feeling: old

I am back from New Jersey. I had fun. I met my Aunt and she is SOOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOL. I CANT BELEIVE IT!!!!! SHE IS JUST LIKE ME!!!!!!!!!! Hehe its amaxing what we have in common. but any who i am ok. And if Eclipse beilieves Chad ( an enimy of mine) over me. Then oh well. But as of now i love him still. i just dont know though. Talk to me if you dont hate me tomorrow. I SOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER THAN TO TAKE THIS TEST.

You scored as LOVE. You are truly in love. You really care about this person.

LOVE

100%

LUST

LOVE or LUST
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You scored as Sailor Saturn. You are mysteriouis, enjoy reading and like the colour purple. You use your silence to attack others. You are able to defend yourself against most things.

Sailor Saturn

100%

Sailor Jupiter

100%

Sailor Mercury

67%

Sailor Uranus.

67%

Sailor Mars

67%

Sailor Pluto

58%

Sailor Neptune

58%

Sailor Chibi Moon

33%

Sailor Moon

17%

Sailor Venus

Which Sailor Moon character are you?
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You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

Unipolar Depression

100%

Schizophrenia

67%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

50%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

50%

Borderline Personality Disorder

17%

Eating Disorders

Which mental disorder do you have?
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You scored as Loner.

Loner

100%

Goth

63%

Punk/Rebel

63%

Drama nerd

56%

Ghetto gangsta

50%

Geek

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Stoner

25%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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You scored as Age 13-19 years. Yeah, you're cool! Live life like you'll be 18 forever! WHOOP!

Age 13-19 years

95%

20-35

95%

Age 0-12 years

75%

Age 36-70 years

60%

Age 71+ years

10%

How old is your SOUL?
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I ALREADY KNEW THIS!!!!!!

You scored as NORMAL GAY GUY....yeah........RiGhT. you are just NORMAL!, well sorta, ur gay, but still normal!!!! LOL

NORMAL GAY GUY....yeah........RiGhT

94%

Jock & Gay Man....Does that Mix?

94%

Gay And Proud

50%

Closet Case

38%

FEMININE GAY MAN

25%

WhAt KiNd Of A gAy MaN aRe YoU? (TOTALLY TRUE QUIZ!!!!!)
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Eclpise2: Still love you. But in some ways i am over you. And i am ok that we wont be together. Its ok. I like the fact that we are still friends. Well see you tomorrow. Love You. Navybrat08: What do you expect. Its Chad. He is an enimy and an ass. And he will die bye my hands. Wanna help? :D

Read 41 comments

oh okay!..well thats kewl, then you should just go with what we talked about before...get together one night, hang out have fun like friends but then just ask him how he's feeling and tell him what you're feeling...and just let him decided..thats the only thing i can think of...

[Anonymous]

see thats why you need to talk to him, one on one...start off just wanting him to come over and hang out and have a good time, but before the nights over pop the question, ask him how he feels?

well good luck, i'm pretty sure everything will work out between you two because if he stays the night all the time that means there's gotta be some feeling left...just dont rush things, and if he still has feels for you and wants to be with you, just take it slow this time...

hmm...well hopefully you two work things out, and get back together...i dont even know you two but just by listening to what you're telling me it sounds like you two are in love and despite what he says bc i know he still has feelings for you..i can tell :)

and yes i totally agree, i hate feelings..i mean i love the good feelings towards someone but when something ends its like the feeling never goes away, and it just drives you insane!!

maybe you should just call him and set up something for you two to hang out one night, and then explain everything to him, and tell him how much he means to you...

and yes life does suck at times..like right now, my life is going pretty bad! :(..i hate it!..i just wish everything was perfect, instead of crazy!!

yeah well since nobody is home tomorrow you should totally do that, it would be PERFECT!!..and yeah i'm kinda glad that life isnt perfect, because it would get pretty tired and boring...like on the movie "Pleasant Ville" :)

Well letting go isnt always good at times, but then again it is..because if you love that person, you want them to be happy..and if letting them go makes them happy then thats all that matters, bc you guys can always be good friends, and later on in life maybe something more...

never stop giving up though...

yes i totally agree with you, and if you like seeing him happy then let him choose..but before you just let him go i would get together with him and atleast let him hear you out, and then let him make his choice

Yeah...well you did say that you two are great friends right now, and you wouldnt want to ruin that friendship by trying to get with him either...

i mean, with sports, school, and friends that can be stressful enough

alrighty cool!..i added you too, nighty night...tootles!...

oh yeah you have one of my friends on your friends list too...(mysweetshadow)..i love her!! :-D...well later gator!

i meant eclipse, but yeh... u should read the lyrics to these songs i found last nite... very good... very us... lol... except that they aren't rock-and-roll songs... more like contempary, but still very us... lol... ttyl

[navybrat08]

nah its family issues and idk im confused on the guys in my life right now. basically i need a mental vacation to figure things out.
~blackroses

hey... i would care... yeh i kno the feeling... it sucks ass doesn't it?

yeh it is... when i got really sick around late January and up until late April... it was because i was stressed out and because i had been emotionaly, physically, and mentaly drained and that caused my body to shut down... so yeh... that's very understandable

I have some pretty cool aunts too.
ohman so many quizzes. I like the sailor moon one!
:]

is new jersey a clean place? what did you do there?

[omglolstfu]

no i don't take offense.
the reason i need the therapist is because i put things out of proportion and my last one really helped me learn to forget about stupid little things and just focus on the big picture. i wasn't really helped but it was nice having someone to talk to who you knew wouldn't judge you because of what you said or go out and tell the world.

[pleasexleave]

CAN I HAVE UR SN SO I CAN TALK TO U... I NEED HELP AND UR THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH

[sorrowangel]

exactly, i like taht, did you know some anonymous commenter said i was a crazy bitch! what the hell? do you think i seem crazy? or a bitch?

hey... good point... oh well... sure i'll help... when is the 1st part of our Renaissance project due?

luv ya *HUGS*
Brittany

its a lot of shit.

im not okay.

nope, not at all.

my mom is such a mental trip.

[franzfreak]

*sigh*

i would explain if i could...
but with her..

i dont know where to start.

hey... yeh well... our project for World History... its ok if u don't kno... yeh... well... bored here... write back

a year and a half ago.

last december.

the week before christmas.

You have alot of friends. Do you add everyone you meet or have you been around for a while

lol... i had family over and i just did like 30 referance cards for my English project... lol... so u two aren't ok now?

i love my aunties

thank you for your comment, i dont write very much that isnt deep, i like to bring my feelings to the surface when i write, so that i can evaluate them

im sorry love. i really am...but i am confused fill me in when you want i will see you tommorrow...i love you!!!i hope things get better.

[scarletrain]

lol im sure your not, but thank you for the relief, the part that really pisses me off is that they were anonymous, too chicken shit to leave who they were

me too, its really immature and stupid, but oh well i guess you just gotta deal

sweet, i added you back, you're fun to talk to

my age is in the corner also, and i do not like telling people my name because i feel it doesnt matter and has no relevance to anything lol i dont see why you felt you being gay was an important thing to point out though, it makes no difference to me :p

yes have a nice night, have fun with the work ha ha

accidental injuries make me smile. alcohol is becoming an addiction. i'm crying randomly. and i really wish everyone would leave me alone.
i would cut again but summer's coming and long sleeved shirts would leave people wondering.

i need to go back to therapy!!!

Yeah it sucks, there is SOO much drama here its unreal!..oh well, i'll get through it, only 3 more years!! :)

and if you are gay, its all good, because i love gay people..they are the sweetest people in the world, and they're the easiest people to talk to too!! :)

yeah...well maybe you should just tell him how you feel?...and if he wants to keep it on the low for a while then do that until high school is out or whatever....until you can get out on your own, without all the sports and schools involved...