Its funny how one second you think that you are gonna live forever and the next you dont know if you will live to see ur next birth day... my liver condision has gotten worse and well yeah. 5 years ? i am on the transplant list. so yeah the big wait. no its not a big wait. i will always wait for him to come back. i hope. i love him and i just wana be with him. as long as i am with him. i will be ok. thats all i want. i can die happy with him at my side too.