I spin this disk on my finger Reluctant to let go I was trying to runaway from my sorrow It seems the wall comes closer In the dresser of my dressing closet room door I feel so emoted, is it cause i've been demoted again? *SPIRALING! waiting to see LIGHT OF ME! hoping to breath Raptured in the lift of my blood I am drowning, the only one who is closet to me Please save me i am not this ready yet And i am not so devout to tis prep Pondering where i met you, i met you in my class I was hoping that this evil bliss could last But it didnt, To bad it didnt *SPIRALING! waiting to see LIGHT OF ME! hoping to breath Raptured in the lift of my blood ^These emotions start to run high on now With this sound i will start to cry Absolutly when one wants to die As you see, when you say, that i love you in every way I dont care, you get scared, then you run away Just run away.... *Spiraling just waiting to see The light of me, hoping to breath Rapturing the lift of my blood (crescendo) SMILING! I WALK AWAY FROM THIS A STRONGER MAN TO BE MISSED I WILL WALK, I WILL RUN I AM BETTER AT LAST, and i cant be fired for this, FOR THIS CAUSE I AM EMANCIPATED FROM... my love... (This is about me saying good bye to my ex-fiance and that i am finaly over you. I love you and everything but all the SHE HIT that we've been through, and everything i have done for you. Well it just went down the drain. I am better than this, and i have more things to do then just to cry about it. I am sick of waiting and i am not going to live forever.If i make it to 25 i will be lucky to have survied and you kno i will always love you. But the thing is THIS WAS YOUR LOSS AND YOUR MISTAKE. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO LET ME GO FREE. Thank you for pulling me in circles for months on end. For letting me see that your an ass. For wasting my time, love, life, and tears on you. For helping me to realise i can do better and you kno what. GOOD BYE, i walk out of this one alive. PS- All the times that we have been together as friends or lovers, was just spent in you saying things that werent true. If you love me you can try but other wise this is good bye.)