My Last entry here for the next 3 months. Untill then.... Its over my relationship is over. But the thing is i am not so much upset as i am dissapointed. I just wish we could have been an open item. It really bites badly. but oh well. Now i can breath again. I still love him and i will never forget him, and i will always be there for him. We were just in the wrong part of our lives now. But either way i love him. And the thing is. well you know. ECLIPSE2: THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME LOVE AGAIN, TRUST AGAIN, AND FEEL AGAIN. I LOVE YOU STILL AND ALWAYS WILL. NAVYBRAT08: HEY WHATS UP? WELL I WILL SEE YOU TOMORROW OK. LATER FOR NOW. Camp Ground Love (Dream) Walking down a mossy camp ground, we spoted a sicluded area where people couldnt see us but we ccould see them. The funny thing is that there was n one there at the camp or so we thought. But about day three into the camping trip we got closer and closer and then one day when we were fishing he just pushed me down and we started kissing and fucking. It was bliss. Sheer and total bliss if only i could have that dream again. _____________________________-----------------___________ My Last Words Here For Now: As i go away Waiting for summers end Please know that i will miss All of you very much. And if i ever get a chance I will get on and make things last. As long as i possibly can get on Our connection of friends ship will never be lost. And so for now i bid you all adue Untill next time...... When the Augtumn flowers turn blue. ________________________________________________ I will miss you all soooo much. I will be back on around SEPTEMBER ISH ok BUT I WILL BE BACK. LATER FOR NOW, I will miss you all very very much. And i promise wheni get back i will write more for everyone who wants to hear.