Bad day today, work was a killer... i had to wear a fucking mask all day and and act happy infront of the coustomers.you know. 4 bottles of asprin should do the trick of easing the pain. and i dont care anymore... yet again i am back to my old self. dark and dreary. not so much weak tho... odd how things can change in an instant. well what ever it goes the only thing is. there isnt time to look back now. there is no use for it. regret can bring nothing back. SCREAM AT ME ALL YOU WANT ABOUT HOW EMO I AM, IT JUST MAKES ME WANT TO NOT CUT MORE! PROMISES WiLL BE BROKEN THERE IS NO POINT IN KEEPING THEM. And like i care. No one can do shit about it. go to guidance i wont shead a word. i will lie my way out of it and nothing more to be told. i can act better than you all think. in this world acting is what every one relies on. go ahead take your time to blink. but in that instant i will dissapear.