So Distant, Yet So Close

by nightshade
Listening to: System of a Down
Feeling: moodless
Its so empty inside I cant sleep But why must i weep For the sake of the sanity. Drouning the memories And ripping out my sanity. The woundless cuts that gash me. All around me people cant see The reason i am me. Something is changing and cant play it I wont stay here. My life wont stand here, But i will wait for you. And i shal never leave you. Because.... I love you
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lol tks for the comment. it wasnt bottom of the bottle. i was just in a shit mood.
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hey bud... how was ur weekend? mine was long and boring... so... how's electronics for 3 hours? lol... I have science with Ms. Oliver... UGH... I'm sooooo freakin' tired
I think I screwed up at prom. I flirt and went 2 far 2 the point when ppl thought I was making out w/Andy. & know I look like the biggest hoe ever¡K what can I possibly do? Should I tell Dave? I need help sooo bad¡K I feel like I cheated on him¡K ƒ¼
hey,if you need to talk call me...you hsould have called me already but hey ill let it slide.i hope your publishing thing is going good.
hey... are you mad at me? just chekcing ya know... after last week and all... comment one for me huh?
Sup?! It's me, of course. I'm so sorry that I didn't call you back last night. By the time that I got the chance to, it was 1 in the morning. I actually looked like a girl for once this weekend. I mean, I actually wore jeans that were tight and a tight belly shirt. :P Yesterday I was walking down the street with shay and these skater guys honked at me. The only person who is allowed to honk at me is Ronie :) I can't wait 2 see him 2morrow! PLOOF!
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hey... lol... yeh I know... okay good... just making sure... sounds like fun... comment back
my parents 25th wedding aniversary party is June 5 and I need a dress to wear
lol... I kno... that's ok... I'll bring pics after the party... lol... talk to ya later
That was a lovely poem.

Your such an amazing writer.

Do you have msn or aim?
thanx... i send him an email cause he's in canada... then idk i think andy won't think that bad of me... i just want dave to know that nothing happened and that i love him but i can't help it if i'm a flirt... sight... but i did ask andy 2 take me 2 his prom which was stupid and now i have to undo that... thanks i'll tty of i need for help... you're such a great friend! :)
yeah i know what you mean about love but i'm not in it...i'm kinda just pretending i guess
Well I find thata real shame because I think that your work is beautiful.

Keep looking for a publisher.

And I will buy the book :)
hey... how are ya? I'm soooo bored... lalala