i'm always anxious. goodness. i shouldn't even have to specify. people should just KNOW. music! i must praise it. there are a few songs which, whenever i hear them, make me so very happy. i can't explain it. cruisin, sung by gwenyth paltrow and the other guy (i dont know his name) is one of them. and the very thought of you by etta james. and big yellow taxi by counting crows/vanessa carlton. and anything with louis armstrong. or ella fitzgerald. DAMN i wish i was black. then i could like jazz without feeling like a shmuck. i pity those who dont like jazz. i really do. they dont realize what they're missing. it is the best kind of music there is. there honestly is no other better kind.