Listening to: dashboard confessional - hands down
Feeling: young
oh god oh god why do i care about this? why why why?
she's beautiful and poetic and talented and artistic and he loves her and i am writhing in self pity but why do i care when i don't even date anymore when i know he's an ass and i think she's obnoxious why do i care that he thinks she's better than me that he loves her when he never loved me when i know i shouldn't care oh god oh god oh god
and everytime i hear this song, i think of how they lost their virginity to each other while listening to it.
why did he have to tell kristen that? and why did she have to tell me?
oh well, i guess i am glad i know.
Letting go is hard to, its really hard to not think about what hes doing with "her". I dont know what to tell you, I cant even help myself at this point...sorry