soooooo hypocritical. hmph. anyway, when jordan and i went out to eat, his car started to stink of gasoline, but we thought it was just the gas station next to the parking lot. then, it got worse as we drove home. now he tells me that there was a huge leak in his gas tank and that if there had been a spark we would have gone up in flames. AAAAHHHHH! i could have died. two days ago. my life would have ended. i never would have finished my photo project, i never would have talked to lauren, i never would have snuck a peek at my brother's o.d., i never would have gotten up today and done the stupid excel drill. that's all i can think of. i can't think of the long-term consequences of it, just that what happened immediately after the car ride never would have occured. my life would end right there. i would die with the taste of Thai peppers in my mouth. son of a pig! what a horrifying thought!