i've got 3 diaries going at the same time, but it's ok, i like it. i was devastated by the nick and stacy thing. utterly crushed. but apparantly now i'm invited to a party at perry's, stacy's ex-boyfriend. i know it's going to be a total disaster, becuase i don't do well with "people" or in "social" situations. but i keep having this fantasy that we'll become really close and i'll drive stacy INSANE which is not a very nice thought, but she does not provoke very nice thoughts in me. poop.