something is wrong with me. my head is throbbing. right behind the ears. and i never get headaches. perhaps its this godawful haircut i got. i look like an old woman. sorta. if you've ever seen 'a life less ordinary' with ewan macgregor (my husband) and cameron diaz, my hair looks like a cross between ewan's hair in the movie and cameron's. and they both have funky hair-dos. so i basically look like a gerbil. that's right. gerbil. and not the cute kind, either. the stuffed-animal-eating, bad-smelling, evil demonic kind that my neighbor had. his gerbil ate my favorite teddy bear and attacked me when i was a baby. and while i have grown to love most species of rodents, i will never accept gerbils. ever. i drove around aimlessly for a half hour today. it was lovely. such a beautiful day. i was just listening to music looking at the pretty trees and gorgeous mansions that are around here. if only i were as disgustingly rich as they are. i wouldn't have to drive around to look at the obsenely expensive houses, i could have one of my very own! it's the second good day of the year. yesterday i spent the lovely weather visiting friends. today get to do the dishes and study for finals. blah. blah blah blah. watashiwa gakkou ga sukidesen. (i do not like school) i would say i hate school, but i can't remember the japanese word for hate. darn. that reminds me of all the CRAP i have to do for japanese. argness.