yesterday was fun. for the first time ever. i hung out with kyle, who was being insolent. i'm really surprised that he didn't have anyone else to party with. well, i shouldn't be - the pasquinelli's were out of town. so he went with me to lauren's party, which i had a really great time at. i was acting insane, but that's okay. fake booze is fun. after we got kicked out of the house by lauren's mom, we went to b'ham, which is pretty damn ironic. the only fun holiday in my life that i've ever had and i spent part of it in b'ham, the gates of hell. thank god the java slutt was still open. but evan, this kid who i hate, happened to be there. we sat as far away from him as possible, but we both kept glancing over at each other akwardly. ha. i'm such a dork. b'ham is really nice - in the wee hours of the morning, when no one is there, and all the streets are lit by christmas lights. i'll have to have a photo shoot there someday. kyle and i came back to my house and watched movies. he kept pretending as if his LOTR action figures were real people. creepy, but entertaining. we wanted to stay up and watch the sunrise, but my mom came down at 7 and made us get in bed. RIGHT before the sun would've come up. oh well, i got to see some of it from my window. we're too poor for window coverings, so i have a constant view of the outside (my neighbors also have a constant view of me - changing, sleeping, running around naked). i love it. yesterday the sky was especially beautiful. i don't know what that was - the stars just looked brighter, the sky a more brilliant shade of blue. even the tops of the houses and the telephone wires looked beautiful silhouetted in the pale colors of the morning sun. then, when kyle woke me up at 3, it was really akward. he just wanted to leave, but i was too tired to take him. i don't think i'll be able to hang out with him for a long while. 24 hours together with him is too much. i hope the pasquinelli's are back in town.