much happier today. although just as confused. i wish people didn't talk to me. or look at me. or acknowledge my existence. it would be nice. then i could just float through life observing them and not have to do anything. i could just chill and do my own thang and sing and dance in public as much as i want. not that i don't do that already, but i'm tired of being stared at. i had a half of a half day of school today. that was fun. but i couldn't find kyle. i just hope he got a ride from someone else. he probably did. maybe. i got and extra hour and a half to pig out on combos. that's always enough to put me in a good mood. however, today i'm rather woosy. i went running/walking/limping with margaret yesterday. she doesn't warm up enough, or stretch, so now im all achy and feeling crappy. but that's nothing unusual. lalala. lauren's here. gotta go more food time.