on the fourth of july, mah family went out of town. i was home alone. but did i party? no. i have any friends to throw a party, and i've decided to quit drinking. not that i ever did of course, but there's really no point to it. i feel dizzy all the time, without the aide of a depressant drug. anycrap, during the day i went with MARGO and we rented videos, which she didn't have time to watch, but i did. i FINALLY saw don juan del marco again. and it was glorious - GLORIOUS! it didn't have as much sex as i had previously thought, i am happy to say. but it DID have a fabulously beautiful star (johnny depp - SWOON) and a hopelessly romantic message to it. and a kickass theme song. we also got adaptation, which i haven't yet had time to watch. i probably won't ever see it. it's one of those things, the illusive dream that you want to accomplish, but something's always in the way. like seeing a unicorn, or trying to discover what is the goo they put in 7-11 tastee freeze. i've always wondered that, at least. anyway, later whitney came and watch don juan with me. then we went beach-hopping to find which one had the best fireworks. we ended up parking on the side of the road and watching the ones that the private homes had. i live in richierichville, so they had fabulous displays, right in their own backyard. it was a glorious night. GLORIOUS!