wwwhhhhaaaattt just happened. so we're back together? i've spent so much time trying to make myself hate him. but i can't and i still love him. is this good for me? i can't help thinking that it is. he's sooooo....uhn. i missed him. i haven't been that happy in a long time. he makes me want to smile. it just makes me ecstatic. like i have something to look forward to now. i am soooo confused.