well, i wasn't gonna write in this again, but where else am i gonna put these stupid things?

here comes the survey!!! AHHH!

last cigarette: 4 months or so

last kiss: 4 weeks or so

last good cry: 3 days ago

last movie seen: finding nemo

last book read: I Capture the Castle by Dodie Smith - lovely lovely lovely book

last cuss word uttered: damn dirty apes!

last beverage drank: homemade strawberry milkshake

last food consumed: crazy bread

last phone call: sean ash

last tv show watched: the brak show

last time showered: sometime in the past 24 hours

last shoes worn: my RAWQ-in' steel-toed boots

last cd played: RBF favorite noise

last item bought: a new sketch book

last pop drank: sprite

last thing written: an email to nicole

last key used: my car

last word spoken: fun

last sleep: 16 hours ago

last im: i dont know, i dont go on aim very much

last sexual fantasy: MWAHAHAHAHA i am asexual

last ice cream eaten: cookiedough

last time wanting to die: last may

last lipstick used: what?

last time dancing: i'm dancing right now

last webpage visited: deviantart.com

I HURT: on my elbow

I HATE: the world

I FEAR: loneliness

I HOPE: to become a good person

I FEEL: tired

I HIDE: my thoughts

I DRIVE: a pimped out 94 chevy lumina minivan with over 212,000 miles on it. RAWQIN'!

I MISS: innocence

I NEED: to let go and trust

I THINK: i should stop caring about what other people think

current thing i should be doing: sleeping

current desktop picture: my favorite pic from ansel adams

current refreshment: life!

What do you most like about your body?: my eyes

Do you think you're good looking?: sometimes

Do you look like any celebrities?: i have been told i look like molly ringwald, but that was in the dark. so it goes.