Hey all!! My second entry!!! Woot!!! *Sigh* Here's a quote I made up the other day. It's what I'm feeling right now and Have been feeling for awhile. "I'm just going to force happiness until you realize how unhappy I truely am." Sigh, tis true!!! And I hate it!! All I do is pretend that I'm happy, when deep down inside, I'm truely unhappy, and most of all.......lonely. I want him back. I really do. But I'm sure that he doesn't want me back. There are sooo many girls out there who are 10 times more pretty, smart, fun, flirty, cute, bubbly, and better than me! I know it, and he knows it. It's sad....how much I miss him. I don't want to miss him!!!!! Gosh! This sucks!!! My head tells me to go with the other guy, but my heart says that I should go with Landen. But I can't! It's a waste of time isn't it! Another quote, but not by me, "What hurts the most is being so close and having so much to say, and watching you walk away." And this next one is by me, "It hurts when the person you love doesn't realize how much you love them, and they don't love you." Anyway! TIME FOR SEMINARY!!! YAYAYAYAY!!! So enough of the depressing crap!! Me and landen are ok! We're friends and if that's all he wants, then it's ok with me! I'll just have to be happy!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!! ~Britney Francis~