So, I'm different now. I didn't realize it until just now, but I've changed a lot in the past few weeks! Don't get me wrong! I'm still my old happy, bubbly self, just more aware of what's going on. I still have a lot of mysteries to figure out, most of them from my heart. But I'm sure in time I will over come them! Hehe! I love words! There has been something troubling me. And that something is what I am to do about a certain situation. This is the first time my heart and my head are wrestling to figure out which one is right! My head and heart both say, "Wow! It is so perfectly right! But for some reason, it feels wrong? Why is it so right when it feels so wrong?" I think I've found the answer, but I'm still not sure. It's like, I know that it's too good to be true, but for some reason, I feel I should wait!........wow! All of the sudden a calm feeling came over me! That's it!!!!!!! That's the answer!!! I have to wait!!! And for some reason I've known that all along, but now I know more than ever that I just have to wait! Of course I wont know what will happen in a few years while I wait, but after those few years I will have my answer!!! .........but what to do right now? I keep thinking, "Give it a chance for just one day!" But is that wrong? *scoffs* how can you guys help me if you don't know what I'm even talking about! But I can't tell you......so mostly I'm just rambling! So........ENJOY my rambling...ness. Dang, I have to go. I'm ice blocking for YW tonight at North Cache! I'll talk later.....if I have something to say!!! ~Britney Francis~