Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling. Frightened you'll slip away. You must love me You must love me I love Evita! I want to watch it really badly right now!!! You know what Guys are confusing, but I think that that's the one thing good about them! They're just this one BIG puzzle that is nearly impossible to figure out, but even when things are the hardest, you are just that much more determined to figure them out!! Isn't it wonderful!!! There is this guy... No one you guys would ever think of But I had to not let anything happen between us because of reasons. We were close to becoming something but it didn't happen because I told him that I just couldn't. Do you ever wonder if you've made the right decisions..... Do you ever wonder if you should try again, but you have to keep a promise to yourself? Again, you guys would have no idea who this is!! It's not who you think. All of you! You wouldn't know. I saw him the other day It brought me joy I haven't seen him in awhile It was like a breath of fresh air! I wanted to tell him that we should do something, but you know me! Intimidation doesn't work well with me. I get to scared! Sigh, but eh! I'm sure everything will be ok! YAY FOR OK-NESS!!!! I enjoy being happy! It's like, I'm loving life for what it is! Not for how I think it should be! Isn't it fantastic!!! I'm going to have an authentic Italian dinner tonight for my Older brother for his Birthday! He's AMAZING!! He went to Italy on his mission!! Oooo the jealousy!!! So, my family is basically like an Italian family! We're loud and we eat A LOT! We laugh and just have the best time ever! And I have a HUGE family!!! I love them!! So we're going to have Teriyaki roast, margarita pizza that my brother is making, Pasta, Salads, Boston Cream cake, drinks!! *mouth waters* I'm SO excited!!!! ~Britney Francis~ Yeah I Fell For You…You Tripped Me…But Guess What…I Got Back Up!