GAH! You know what! I have no life!! No one calls me to do things except for Brad and Emily and I basically can't do anything anyways because my parent's seldom let me because I live soooooooooo far away from everyone!!!!! Dang it!! I want a life!!! I can't wait until I get out of this house!! A year and a half left!!! I just have to keep telling myself that! Just ONE year and a half!!! I was thinking a lot today about what I want to do after high school..........and I really want to move to either Scotland or England to go to school. I won't have that much money to go! But I don't want to wait until after 2 years at USU!!!! I want to go as soon as I graduate!!!!! Yes, I would miss my friends and family terribly......... but I feel like I want to start over! Meet new people, and maybe even a return missionary! Besides, English and Scottish accents are wicked Hott!!! Hehe. But I heard that the men over there are so much more loving and caring then the men over here. They really treat you like a princess over there..........and that's how I want to be treated. Not like just some make out buddy who only goes out with them for a few months and is dropped like sack of potatoes. I want something more. I wanted to be treated like something more. I think........deep DEEP inside, that I deserve it. And that is a HUGE thing for me to say because I'm down on myself a lot. Well, not all the time, but often enough. I really hope that I have enough money to move there. I really do! I would feel so much better living over there. Of course when I'm done with school there I will move back here!! No bout a doubt it!! I don't know. Maybe I will do the whole USU thing. Maybe ~Britney Francis~