I wish so badly that I wasn't so lazy! I ran on the treadmill for about 5 minutes! Lol, I have asthma and it doesn't really help. I'm trying so much harder to make my days more productive! Like writing my book, but those STUPID writer's block moments keep getting in the way! MOVE WRITER'S BLOCK MOMENTS!! MOVE!!!!!!!!! Ok, You know how I don't want a boyfriend right? Well, now I really want one! But I still don't! You know what I mean? It's like, I really want someone to hold me, to tell me that I'm their everything.....but with me...every time that happens, I just end up getting hurt. It's like I'm cursed. But you know what, I can live! It's just a longing that wont come true. Like my whole window thing. When I sit there every night at odd hours just waiting for that one person to sneak out of there house and see me! Why can't any guy be like that? I just wish that would happen to me! If a guy did that to me, I would probably give them the best make-out OF THEIR LIFE!!!! And you think I'm joking! But it has to be someone I like. Not just anyone. I like three people. I've only mentioned two, but the third is obvious. Psh, yeah right! Like he'll ever come! He was over me before we even broke up. But he's an amazing guy and he disserves something better than me. This is morning That's when I spend the most time Thinking 'bout what I've given up This is a warning When you start the day just to close the curtains You're thinking 'bout what I've given up Where are you now? That is a good good good song!!! Pretty much amazing!!! I read your letter The one you left when you broke into my house Retracing every step you made And you said you meant it And there's a piece of me in every single Second of every single day But if it's true then tell me how it got this way WOW! THE LYRICS ARE JUST SOOO AMAZING! Anyway! I love music!!! It makes me happy and it just makes my emotions that much stronger! Kind of like when you add salt to some kind of food, it just brings out the flavor more! I LOVE IT!!! It's amazing!!! ~Britney Francis~

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.